Psych sucks

Don’t you hate when the reverse doesn’t work and you end up getting ran over? I did. This weekend was probably one of the weirdest I’ve had in a while really. And that’s saying a lot really. Meet another old friend today, actually one of my best old friends. He’s getting married at the end of the summer to an even old friend. Its crazy ya know? She’s starting her career, getting married; he’s almost out of school. I’m not either. Weird. The weekend was interesting, yes, that’s where I was. Crackers was cool. A short night I guess, but cool just the same, I still didn’t get home still almost 330, but hey that’s why you have a ton of friends, so you can call anyone anytime and always find something to do. Saturday was a little more interesting, nothing happened, but boy were some stories told to me that I just couldn’t’ believe. It’s amazing how people change; I wonder how I’ve changed over the last few years. I don’t’ care particularly. New girls, new friends, it’s getting to be an interesting soap opera of a life really… whatever, time to lift… well get gas and then lift… I’ll write more later I guess…

School sucks!!!

Actually it’s more like the bookstore that really sucks. This semester I spent about $400 on 6 books. These books have been very heavy to carry to and from my classes while only actually using them a few times. I knew that when book buy-backs came around I would not recieve much for them, but today when I tried to sell them all back I was completely and utterly appalled. $12!!! They wouldn’t buy back 4 of them at all and only offered me $8 and $4 for the others. How retarded is that? I’m fuming mad right now, I need to buy books for the summer, and I have no money to do that with right now. So nwo I’m going to go study for my psych test (wouldn’t buy that book back, overstock) and then I’ll be off to my Soc. test (wouldn’t buy that book back because they aren’t using it anymore). So yeah… i’m off. Leave some comments about your book buy-back experiences….

Rainy Days and Mondays….

I wrote that in Psych the other day… I was bored and just started writing. I don’t’ know what everything means really, or even why it’s slightly poetry and slightly not. I just wrote it, and I wanted everyone to see it. It’s far too late to go any farther… I have to be at work in less than 7 hours.

I’ve become what I once was, doing what I one did. Now I am at the same crossroads again, will history repeat itself? Leaving the mediocre to receive the great? Remember before when the OK became like a swan, once more please? The connections are amazing, the angels on the shelf, and the names in the night. Faces so strange yet so kind. Long and lonely nights may not be over yet, but they’ve became so much more. I fell too hard and too fast, I fell in an instant. Did I land on my feet this time, perhaps my head? A busy life in these times, but never too busy for this. I’d give it all up for one night more. Jealously rears its ugly head once more. It’s not my place to say, but it hurts every time life the times before, when I couldn’t’ do anything about it. I don’t’ think I’ve moved past it all quite yet, but I’m waiting on nothing, that something I wonder if I ever even had. No more games, don’t’ have to worry about that, I still I play those same games, just wanting it all back. No, I’ve found something new, a rocky road to start, and some things to clean up. Now it’s all good, that is if it ever begins. Stars and Songs are ruined, burned on me always. A Lullaby that was once ours now belongs to no one.

It’s Spring!

The sweet smell...Today was a pretty good day really. Surgery went well. She’ll be able to see again probably tomorrow or the next day. My 1 o’clock got cancelled today so I went to the BMV to get my license plates for the car and then I went off to school. It was wonderful to drive with the windows down and the stereo blaring old songs from my HS and MS days… Remember Primitive Radio Gods? Didn’t think so, but everyone knows their song when they hear it. I got to school and when I got to Psych realized that I had not one but two tests today, after 10 minutes of intense cramming I took the test… think I did OK, but not great… Then I hung out for a bit until I went to Soc… Took that test… grr… we’ll see on that one. Then I went out to eat, studied a bit and went to Law… Boring really, except for the going out to eat thing… I noticed something, I got out of my car and was almost overwhelmed by the smell of daffodils in the air, it seems that BK had just plated some blooming daffodils near the door; I must say it was a wonderful reprieve from the stench of Kokomo. So now I think its official, spring is here, we have flowers, nice days, it’s great… I’m just gonna chill tonight and then go to work tomorrow.. Catch you all later…<

nothing

It’s almost 3… I have class at 4 but since I just got out of my Psych class early cause we had a test, I thought I’d post something real quick to pass the time. First off, after yesterday’s disaster with the sunroof, things have gotten better. It’s going to cost about $350 to fix it. Basically, I have to get a new one installed. Unfortunately I have to wait until Wednesday to get it done, so for now I’m driving a ghetto cruiser with duct tape on the sunroof. After that was all taken care of, (ask me if ya want more details, just remember to never go to Ziebart) I went to the chiropractor to get my back worked on again. Stupid diving accident. She said it looks better now and I should only come to see her if it hurts again. So I’m only out like $70 to get that fixed…. It’s been hurting for 3 years and after less than an hour total in the office (including paperwork) I’m better. We’ll see later how much better. I went to Philo today, nothing exciting other than we got out early. After that, I talked with D and B… nice girls. More on them later though. Checking out our law grade… I got a 51/50… which means I missed 4 but got 5pt EC. Not too bad, others did much worse. Not important here though. Then I took my psych test, did much better than I thought I would do, but not as good as I hoped. 90%… I’ll live for now. Two more classes to go today… Can’t wait cause it’s snowing and I don’t want to drive home in slop tonight. Friday we’re goin out to Crackers…. I need that… Life has been too hectic and frantic the past few weeks and I need some reprieve. Things with someone still haven’t been resolved yet, should I call or wait on them? Leaving on Saturday morning, I feel that I should make the move… We’ll see on that too I guess. I hate having unresolved things for as long as its going to be. Did my taxes last night too… Getting a ton from federal, but I owe the good ole state of Indiana $13… Stupid taxes. This blog has been more of a journal than the reflective piece that I’d hoped it’d be. I dunno, when I started I thought I was deeper than I am now maybe, but either way, I’m dedicated to writing in it. It’s my release. Others should use their’s in the same manner, we all have problems and trials and tribulations… Vent them on one of these. On a similar note (although not very), I bought my first issue of Relevant Magazine today. So far so good, it’s great to read about Mel Gibson and his new movie The Passion of Christ I’ll definitely be in line to see it. Anyways I should go do something productive, perhaps I’ll write about D and B tonight…

Snow Day!!!

This is what I saw This is what I saw this morning as I looked out the window. Fortunately, IUK is closed today. So it’s now almost 3pm and I have yet to take a shower or really do much of anything other than play on the computer. Last night I stayed up extra late to finish studying for my Psych test… which of course now I don’t have. It’s been a pretty boring last few days; the weather has been basically keeping me in the house and junk. Oh well, I guess I should go do something productive… maybe I’ll pirate a game or somethin…

A boring day…

This is what outside looks like...I can’t just ignore this thing though. People count on it for entertainment right? At least I like to think so. Maybe I’m touching someone out there in my own unique way. I certainly can’t reach others lately, people are destroying their own lives and dont’ care. I wish I understood that. Maybe I do more than I realize…
Today was dull and freakin cold. It’s 5 right now… 5! I went to class this morning and did my thing. Philo and Psych were the usual. I have tons of studying to do for my Psych test on Tuesday… that can/will wait though. Soc was actually dull today, nothgin to report on K or H… Alothough we do have a 3 page paper due on tuesday that we were just handed today… lousy prof. I went to law today and actually enjoyed it somewhat. A future post will talk about the girls of Law.. D and B… interesting people… slightly stuck up. Tonight I’m flipping through the channels looking for something remotely interesting to watch. The Democratic Debate on Fox News was suggested, but I’ve deemed it retarded. Sorry man. Just not in to politics, the issues yes, but not the men. Maybe that’s wrong and I should get involved more. My life has enough problems without worrying about the rest of the world. Tomororw I’m going to the chiropractor at lunch… hopefully that’ll help my back… I’m still very sore and I dont’ know why. After that I’m going out with the guys. We need some girls to go… Sausage fest anyone? I dunno… I should go do somethin productive like figure otu why I have no money on payday…