1.) Do you believe in God or a higher power? Of course
2.) Are good and evil just concepts, or real powers in the universe? I think good and evil exist but probably not in the abundance that everyone seems to think it does.
3.) What is your view on forgiveness? Do it, a lot! More than you think you should.
4.) Do organized religions do more harm than good? I’d have to say 50-50, mega-churches are the scorn of my existence, but I think that faith is almost essential to a healthy life.
5.) If you had a day to spend playing God, what would you do? Midnight-10am sleep, 10am-midnight cure all disease, eat a ham sandwich and play the back 9 at Pebble Beach… Nothing crazy.
It’s 10pm now, we’ve got our groceries and other supply for the week… life is good right now… Today has been one of those days when we just get used to each other really. I think it’s one of those things that every group goes through I think, we all know each other pretty well from school and all, but living with people for a week and sharing expenses and all that stuff, it’s a totally different world. The other bad news for the day is that it’s probably going to be raining, all freaking day! Oh well though, at least it’ll give us a chance to see some of the sights around town that we wouldn’t go to normally.
OK, it’s now 1130am on Monday. I feel much much better now. We stayed up til about midnight playing cards and just goofing around. Kyle was in my bed, I kicked him out and he was just mumbling all this crap about his bed, finally he just said “F*** it!” and just got up. I guess he slept in his bed, I dunno.
I think today it’s going to rain so we’re going to go to the outlet malls and junk. That’s cool with me; I’d be cool if we just chilled in the room all day actually. Tonight I hope we go to a club or something. I just wanna let loose and have some fun. I’m gonna go take a shower I guess… it’s almost noon now. I’ll write again later
Today has gone from horrible to pretty good. It stared with me leaving Matt in a bar because it was late and he was drunk and I wanted to go home while he wanted to stay out. On the way home I got a call from g-ma that her brother had died around midnight. She was a mess. Meanwhile Emmy was waiting on me to get home and I talked to her most of the drive home. Then we talked online for a while, I went to bed finally around 230.
I wish I knew more about what was going on in hear head. I feel like she’s on the edge of coming back to me. For whatever (probably a good one) she’s not there yet. My thoughts? I can wait forever for a yes, but to hear it now and only mean it for a year is bad.
My grandpa retired today. 39 years at GM. glad to see he’s finally out.
Classes went well today, Philo is weird, the guy is a hippie but he seems cool enough, reminds me of Homkes, one of those guys that really make you think and stuff, which is good for Philo I’m sure. Psych is another story; he is a spiritual guy and wants us all to be that way too. I have a feeling that we will be disagreeing on my topics this semester, not the facts of the course but the meanings behind them. Soc is dull and I have a prof I can’t understand if Thursday doesn’t go better I’ll switch to the 1030 class.
Coming back to me: I say it like she’s out on her own and can’t deal with it without me, I don’t’ mean that at all. I should start saying get back together I guess cause neither one of us has really done that bad on our own and much to my delight we get along again. Someday it’ll work out; in the mean time I can save up for the rock… it might take a while at this rate. Charge it! I’m destined to be in debt forever I think
I have so much reading to do in the next two days I don’t’ know how I’m going to keep up this semester, my mind will be Jell-O soon… philo, psych and soc… ugh.. And then business law after that! Wow… I am a glutton for punishment I guess. Anyway off to read a bit and then to bed… see you all later.
Oh yeah, got a new cell phone today tooâ€¦ Samsung X427.