Life or Something Close

Tuesday, May 18

You don't know how it feels...

The last few days have been some of the weirdest I think I've ever had. First off, I've been hanging out with friends that I haven't seen in years. One is getting married really soon and although we've talked off and on, we really haven't done anything since my first go around at college. We went out to play pool and then to dinner, good times I suppose. Things never change really, but then again they do. Then I've been hanging out with an old good friend. Not much to say other than I'm glad we're friends again. Then there's the other person that I haven't talked to in a long time that suddenly I can talk to again. She's great at just listening to me and making me laugh, or at least see the right perspective on things. Things will never be how they were. That's ok, I don't want that, I want them to just be good.
The other big news is that the girl is no more. I don't' really know if there ever was a girl, but essentially things just didn't work out. It's hard to move on. It's hard not to be selfish and keep everyone else from having a good time. I'll be ok, and everything will be fine. I told myself and everyone else that no matter what happens it'll all be ok and I'm going to make sure that it is. Too much is riding on this summer to let it go bad on something stupid. There are still issues to resolve, but time will work those out.
On a brighter note I do have tickets to the Indy 500 in two weeks. It should be a good time, we got great seats. Near pit road, just off of 4 with a good view of 3, 4, front straight and the entrance to 1. I've got my DMB tickets too. B is going with me, she's a blast, I'm sure we'll all have fun. Never been with 6 people before to a concert so it should be interesting. I guess I'm just too impatient lately. Things never happen fast enough for me lately. I just can't seem to wait on people to make up their minds or for days to get here when we are doing stuff.
Like right now it's almost 1am on Wednesday. I'm dying for the weekend to get here. I have no plans really whatsoever, just ready to see what happens basically.
I don't' really know what else to write right now. I guess I should get to bed. To everyone else out there reading, I'll try to keep this up a little better.
BTW to anyone out there that wants it: I have info for Matt's email and mailing address. If you want it, email me or leave a comment and I'll get it to you. He needs letters so even if you don't know him well, drop him a line. A soldier always appreciates a letter; Matt said he'll write anyone and everyone that writes him. I'm sending a care package soon as well, if you have anything you'd like to send, let me know and I'll get it to him. He needs anything to read, personal toiletries, snacks (nothing that will melt in 110 degree heat), anything else that would help make the next 14 months fly by for him. Thanks all


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