Life or Something Close

Sunday, March 28

Why?

That's the question we should all ask more. Not necessarily in a negative sense either. Just ask yourself why now and then, keep things in perspective, is it really worth it, why? That was probably a bad way to start out a blog entry but its cool no one minds. I'm in one of those moods tonight, one of those where I wish things were the way they were way back when. I don't' mean last year, I mean like 5 years ago even, sure something should stay the way they are but some things just suck now that I'm older and dealing with "life" This weekend was kind of uneventful I guess. I got my car on Friday, it rocks. Anyone who wants a ride should let me know, because I love driving it. MP3 CD player is awesome, 180 songs on one CD, how cool is that? I just hung out on Friday, yesterday was crazy though. I helped rebuild our deck, built a walkway in the backyard and painted part of the shed. I was so tired, then I met up with everyone, well not everyone, but anyways we ended up in Swayzee at a party, kegger anyone? None of us drank, but it was fun just to watch everyone else get trashed for a while. Today was so nice; I slept in a bit and then just chilled most of the afternoon. I went to Kokomo tonight to study for my stupid law test, 2 and a half hours... ugh... I dunno, I just haven't' been in the mood to share lately I guess. That's why I haven't' written anything ... Life is hectic right now, I don't' think I know where I'm going or what I hope to accomplish once I get there. I'm going out on Friday with Bethany... haven't' seen her in a long time, so it should be cool I guess. I dunno... screw it I'm going to bed, this isn't helping....