Life or Something Close

Wednesday, March 3

Time is not moving...

It's about 1220am right now. I went to bed around 1130... i feel like I've just slept all night. For some strange reason I can't seem to get back to sleep. My body is so screwed up lately. I got home tonight at like 845 and it seems like it took forever for time to pass. I feel sick to my stomach again, its all in all not a good thing. I'm so thirsty but every time I drink water/tea/etc... it just makes me sicker. I wish I could understand what's wrong with me. I have no appetite at all, I didn't eat yesterday and only ate some mac and cheese and some BK fries... didn't even touch the Whopper I ordered. My veins are showing in my hands right now... this is weird... It's almost surreal... i wish i understood what was going on... I'm wide awake at 1230! Maybe i'll go read for awhile....