Life or Something Close

Monday, February 9

Momentarily out of order...

Soundtrack of my life: The First Cut Is The Deepest - Sheryl Crow

This has not been one of my best days. It started off on an icy road watching 3 cars in front of me slide off the road within the same mile of road. Then when I got to work my email wasn't working so I spent the better part of the morning working on my computer to get it working again. This afternoon my plans for the weekend got cancelled. I understand why, but that doesn't' mean I like it any better. There's so much I want to say, but I can't, it's something that I can only say to their face, it ahs to be that way, I can't cheapen it by doing something online like this. I just need that chance to express my true feelings. Maybe someday.
On the totally opposite side of things I am not totally free for Valentine's Day, anyone wanna be my date? I'll probably end up hanging out with the guys er something, not that it's bad, just that I've spent the last 5 holidays alone, I'm sick of it. It sucks not being able to share those special times with that someone special. OH well I'm going out tonight I think so I'll write more alter I guess...