Life or Something Close

Tuesday, February 17

I've neglected this thing too much in the past few days. It's been like 5 days since I've posted anything of relevance. I apologize to those of you who read this. Most of you know why I probably haven’t been posting and I hope you all understand. I am not going into the details of what happened but last weekend wasn't great for me overall. I'm getting over it majorly now. I have decided that now is the time for greatness, this is a defining moment for me. I'm moving on and starting anew. I should have done this long ago I realize but I just saw the candle burning and didn't want to put it out.
So other things that have happened this weekend. Friday was kind of cool actually, it seemed like it might turn in to a bust but then once everyone realized that there were 10 of us instead of the usual 5, it was all good. We hung out, watched movies, played X-Box, and just chilled. Not necessarily all together at any one time but still it was good for all of us I think. Plus it was cheap! Then on Saturday we hung out again and did much of nothing. Watched the IU game, just chilled, ate, and then played some b-ball... Biggest group yet. Then we watched Super Troopers, dumb movie, but funny dumb. Sunday I spent most of the day trying to study for my philo test that I had today and think I might have actually done OK on, though we'll find out next week when I get it back. Went and played ball again, and actually played again last night too. Yesterday we had a meeting at work, basically I need to get it in gear and make some progress on things that I haven't been working on as hard as I should have been. It'll be fine though, just needed some more motivation I guess. Today hasn't been too eventful either really. I went to class, took a test, sat through 2 more classes and now I'm here typing this thing. I have Law still tonight, it's the last class before our test that I'm totally freaking out over. Should be interesting next week, I know I'll be ready to cry.
I wish I could say more to you all about what has happened, but those of you who need to know do and those that don't feel free to ask although don't expect too many details but I still respect this other person and their feelings. I'm moving on though... and honestly, it feels pretty good.
Saturday looks like we're going to Purdue. Should be fun, I don’t' know Adam to well but he's cool enough. Plus I'm sure we're going to meet some people down there :) Next weekend hopefully the thing at BSU will turn out too. That one will probably be better that Purdue but only time will tell. I should get going to class now, didn’t' do the reading as it is, maybe I can cram it all in real fast... later