Life or Something Close

Tuesday, January 20

In Soc again, and at home....

Soundtrack of my life: The Long Day Is Over - Norah Jones

The last few days have been mostly uneventful. Monday I went to work, it was rather busy for a holiday but a lot of people were open still. Last night I went out for coffee with Kyle, taught him how to play Rummy. It was good just to chill someplace quiet. I think I'm going to have to go to the doctor soon. My back, ankle, and write have all been sore. Its bone sore though. Like all it need sis a good pop or something> I'll call Stout tomorrow and see if I can get in Friday maybe.
Today I got up later than I wanted to. Not that I didn't' have time to just relax this morning but I guess I was just more tired that I thought I was. It's good for me to get a lot of sleep though. This semester is going to be rough. Classes are going well enough. So far I'm staying caught up. But it means I have to study almost everyday. I need to do my law brief but it's only one page so it shouldn't take long and I'm procrastinating. Of course I have tons of reading to do too. 137 pages by Thursday! Ugh
This weekend started off with some conflict but not I think its back under control now. The same issue always come up and I just don't know how to approach them right all the time.
This is what I thought the other day. "I'm talking about the one thing I hate the most and I have a knot like a ball of twine in my stomach. All I can do is grin and bear it. Life affords me no such luxury. All I can do is sit here and act happy that I have what I have. Life is so cruel sometimes."
Its over know though. Just something I feel from time to time I guess. It either shows I'm totally incapable of getting over it or that I'm totally incapable of giving up.

Back at home now. I spent most of my evening reading my law stuff for class where I totally got nailed by the prof with obscure questions that I wasn't expecting. I was supposed to go bowling with Kyle tonight but that didn't' happen cause he got busy with something else. It's cool we are going to see Radio tomorrow for free. Really look gin forward to that. Right now I'm working on my law brief. I've got my post to Oncourse done and I've already written one paper tonight. I'm on a roll, can't stop now. Although my fingers are starting to hurt from all this typing…