Life or Something Close

Tuesday, January 6

I think the decision was made for me...

I thought last night that there was no way to say no to this big decision I've been debating. It made sense to me for a while... and up till today it was still all good. But after today, I think the answer will be no, no matter what probably. I mean I doubt I'll get the chance to even say yes, but if I do get the chance I'll probably say no. It's a big risk in the short and long run. I'm happy with the way things are going now, I have my battles, but overall, I really can't complain. Mountains where mole hills are basically... (thanks) I am reading a lot of blogs now, most of them daily, at least those that are updated daily anyways. :) I've got a busy week this week, computers to fix, friends to see before school starts again. All that stuff. It's one of those things I guess. When it rains it pours.
The last thing I wrote was titled "How many centipedes are political?" I meant to write more about that, and I guess now I will... I was dreaming something weird involving ladybugs and GW Bush, why I have no idea. I was in that doze state right before I woke up for the day, I remember in the dream that I had seen a centipede in a maze or something... I have a seriously warped mind I think. Ya know what, I think its stress and all that stuff too, it hasn't' been the best year so far. Hopefully things will work themselves out cause I don't know how much more I can deal with right now... I'm going to bed and escape reality again... leave a comment if you've read this far... vote for the new colors too...