Gotta get back at this…

There’s been so much going on the last few days this might just be a dump post to catch everything up, I’ll probably miss a bunch too.

My birthday was last Saturday, the 28th year, it’s already begun and I feel like it shouldn’t be here yet. I feel like I’m getting older but not moving forward as fast as I always thought I would. I guess I just feel old or something and don’t know how/where to push forward right now. I’m sure in 20 years I’ll look back and wish I wouldn’t have pushed forward so much.

I wonder if I’ll still be writing then?

Saturday, Erin and I went out on the town so to speak, not a fancy thing, just out and about in Indy. We don’t do that much anymore, life gets in the way too much. We went to an auction first thing in the morning but didn’t stay long because things were just going for way too much money. After that we went to get her a new iPhone 3GS, I got my iPhone 4 Friday so she was itching for a new one too I think. We’re both pretty happy with each of our choices. We stopped at Lowes next and bought a new microwave, we had to do it, our old one took like 3 minutes to cook pizza rolls, now we can do it in 1. Then we went home, installed the new microwave, and chilled for a bit. Dinner at Logan’s and a quick grocery trip rounded out our day.

Sunday was my official birthday party or whatever you want to call it, family dinner basically. We had a good time. I did a good deed, and honestly it made me feel like I was making a difference and helping out someone who really needed it. I love that feeling. That selfless giving feeling that you get when you go out of your way to make a miracle happen for someone.

Last night, I went out with Kyle for a traditional guys night dinner, Hacienda and Best Buy. Had a pretty good time there too.

Work: What can I say about work other than it’s been stressful at times and dead at other times. Just not into talking about it now I guess.

Its odd to have old friends coming back into the picture now, we’ll see how that goes.

Courtney just headed off to Tasmania, it’s going to be a while before she gets back. I hope we can pick up right where we left off when she gets back.

I’d better get going… more forthcoming, including July 4th plans.

Thursday

Another day of waiting… So much waiting… Lots to look forward to this weekend though.

I’m rebuilding a swing, maybe some pics coming later. I’m mowing, cleaning, etc. as usual. It’s Erin’s birthday, I probably won’t see her for the first time in 4 years.

Things are odd lately. It’s good though.

Journaling doesn’t have to be deep does it? Just functional in its own way.

…and I’ll cry if I want to

yesterday was my birthday. Yea me!…. *grumble grumble grumble* Not only did I not get the dinner I asked for, I had to f-ing cook it myself. I’m pissed off at the world right now, I think home and work are causing me too much grief. People around here need to get busy and work, do their job and then keep their noses out of my business.
Other interesting developments include Financial Aid suckage… Where teh F%^* are my 2003 W2s!? I swear today is just not a good day. There’s a semi fire burning right now that closed the road that I normally take home… Good greif.
Saturday was a good day, can I go back there please? Birthday with the friends. It was good, food, friends, Gin margaritas, what else could you ask for? Thanks guys, I needed you and you were there.
Other things are not going well (see above and others), things have changed, things are changing. I’m sad and excited at the same time. Whatever. Apathy is a gift.

FP #20 Special Zoo Cast

Sorry for the long show. It started out over 6 hours and is now down to about 1. A trip around the Indianapolis Zoo and the White River Gardens with Erin on her birthday.

Final few minutes is my very first voice mail from Harry Caray!
Hope you enjoy, regular programming resumes with the next show.

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Happy Birthday Blog

It’s been a year now since I started writing here. Looking back it’s been pretty amazing at all the changes that have occurred in my life. I’ve gone through 3 jobs, a few girls, changed friends a few times and gone back to school. Among other things. I feel like I’ve let this thing slide off again. I’ve just been so busy, but not busy at all, all at the same time. between school, work and everything else I just don’t have much time to myself, and the time I do have, I sleep. I don’t mind it really, I need to stay busy or I freak basically.
Went to a friend’s wedding last weekend, good times really. Met some people that I hadn’t seen in a long time and I’m actually going to hang out with one of them this weekend, if you’re in Indy on Saturday call me, I’ll tell ya where the party is. It’s weird how things change over time, people that you barely knew then, now you feel like you’ve known them forever.
I heard from Matt eh other day, he’s doing well. Said it’s hot as crap over there and all that, but for the most part he’s doing OK.
It’s late and I haven’t been getting that much sleep lately for some reason so I guess I should go t bed, but I thought I should post something since I haven’t in a long time and since this thing is 1 year old now. Still looking for a new domain though…
This was supposed to be our week…
I saw you from four years ago just the other day. I see you everywhere, and yet you’re still gone.

I like the pink!

I hate being sick. Right now one nostril is totally not working and the other is hit or miss. I’ve got a headache like you wouldn?t believe and I think I have a fever. This week has been kinda hectic but almost surreal at the same time. I have taken 3 of 4 finals now and so far I’m doing really well. Bus: B+, Eng: A, Accounting: A, Econ…? Please A? I was so excited last night when I found out that I got a 94% on my accounting test, I know this made certain people a bit mad, cause mine isn?t’ as hard as theirs, but still I worked for it, actually studied for once and pulled off something that I didn’t know I could do. I hung out with Matt and Josh on Tuesday night, good times, Matt was trashed. $20 at Applebee?s and all I got was some wings and a beer, Newcastle Brown Ale is awesome, especially when it’s free! Josh is getting married on Saturday, wow. He says he’s ready, I think I believe him, really has his heart set on Beth so I think it’ll all work out for the best. It weird seeing your friends get married, starting their lives and such when you’re just hanging out and letting life happen around you. I’m not ready for that, I may think I am, but I know that I’m really not. I like being a kid. It’s fun, carefree, and I’m still in my “finding out who I am” stage I think. Last night we went out to celebrate Tricia’s birthday, Outback. The steaks were good, but I really couldn’t taste mine given that I have the Mongolian Gerbil Plague. Today I graduate from LK, a long year but I seriously think I learned a lot from it, well worth the $500 I spent. It’s kind of bittersweet though, the girls at FH are awesome, and most don’t deserve the hands they’ve been dealt in life. Just victims of circumstance I suppose. It’s going to be nice though to have one less obligation every other week. Hopefully the group will stay in contact in some way. Email of course, maybe lunch now and then or something. I can’t wait for this week to be over so I can get some sleep and just rest… maybe I’ll stop being sick if I could sleep for like 14 hours or something. I dunno… it’s time for work… Later