I think I’ve got to just get away from my old site and start all over again. Something where I can be the new me that apparently I have become and didn’t realize.
I used to do this all the time, I used to write and write and now I don’t know if I even have the patience to sit here long enough to finish this entry. With twitter and all that other stuff out there that basically make you keep it short and sweet I feel like I’ve lost the ability to write anything of substance.
I wonder if the weight of the old site is keeping me away from writing too, there’s over a quarter of a miliion words out there that I’ve written for all to see. I’m partly scared by the fact that ALL can see it. ALL who know about it. Things have changed so much that its hard to let it all out there and not remain entirely anonymous without creating some huge problems probably